July 2008 Archives
I have to say I *hate* these photos of myself. For as proud as I am of having finished the event and excited to do it again, seeing how I look in the wetsuit or in that tri-suit is just painful. Its a reminder of how far I have to go on my overall fitness and weight-loss.
I'm meeting with a nutritionist tomorrow to figure out how I could gain weight during the 1.5 hr/day training I did from April through July. I guess I'm past the easy part of fitness/weight loss, now I have to really buckle under and work hard...
Well, here's my official breakdown:
| Overall Time: | 1:42:51 |
| Place in my division (Males, 35-39): | 115 out of 125 (yup, that's bottom quintile...) |
| Swim time: | 18:24 |
| T1: | 4:29 |
| Bike time: | 41:16 |
| T2: | 3:45 |
| Run time: | 34:06 |
That's a better swim time than I thought I had. The almost 5 minute transition from swim to bike (T1) reflects how worn out I was after the swim.
The bike time is actually pretty good. My 25 year old trainer only did it a minute faster! Still stumbled a bit on that second transition.
And the run was my expected 34 minutes. I can usually do that distance in 33 minutes, when I'm fresh and not just getting off a bike, so for me 34 minutes is good. But its still a crappy time. My overall place fell from 823 (after the bike) to 1026 because of that run (out of 1405 total finishers).
So I have work to do, but the important thing is that I finished and now have a baseline to improve on!
The good news: I am officially a triathlete!
The bad news: I am not a very good one...
Yesterday morning I took the plunge (literally) and swam 1/2 mile, biked 12, and ran 3. Today I still can't use my legs.
The swim started off with more panic than I was expecting (and I was expecting a lot). I need to work on keeping my anxieties down when my attempts to breathe result in a mouthful of lake water (on the upside, if I don't die from the icky lake water my immune system will be gangbusters!). The end effect was that my swim got off to a slow start and I never quite got it back where it should be for more than a few minutes.
By the end I was just glad to get out of the water.
As I transitioned to the bike I realized that I had forgotten to take my gu before the swim! First race anxieties got the better of me. MLEIV said I looked "horrible" coming out of the water. I was still wound up and anxious from the swim, hadn't had my energy shot, and was only getting started.
The T1 went slowly as I stumbled to figure out what I need to take off/put on. Finally I got out of there (sucked on some gu) and was off to ride.
The bike ride was my strongest event. Normally 12 miles takes me close to 50 min (I train where there are lots of hills). This course took me just over 40 and I passed almost as many people as passed me.
Off the bike I was feeling better. Got my running shoes on, more gu, then headed out the wrong way for the run portion. A nice guy stopped me and set me straight...
The run went as expected: about 35 of the most painful minutes of my life.
I'll post official results when they are up, but my watch said it was about 1 hour 50 minutes, which isn't terrible and is a great baseline for the Kirkland one in September!
Between now and then I need to get better at not breathing and run run run.
In the end, I'm hooked: it was a blast. My only wish is that I could have done better, but that's what next year is for!
My triathlon training has become such a part of my life that I forget to comment on it these days. I even stopped my nerdy spreadsheet of time/distance/HR/calories, it just didn't seem all that important compared to actually doing the work.
With the race less than three weeks away, I'm changing my habits to prepare. Last week I did my first open water swim at Madison Beach in Seattle. It was a paid class with a professional triathlon instructor. Two dozen novice triathletes met up early Saturday morning and had some face time with some serious athletes.
As a side note--it's called "sunscreen" and it does an amazing job of preventing your skin from looking like wrinkly leather stretched over bone. Seriously, people, vitamin D is good and all, but there is such a thing as skin cancer!
Anyway, I managed to squeeze into my wetsuit and we waded out into the lake. A few swims up and down the shore to get us used to the water, swimming in groups, and some pointers on our technique (our group's instructor praised my kick! said she'd draft behind me anytime) and we were off to the group swim. Out into the deep water, all together, to see what we were made of.
I had a nice start, shot out ahead, then a boat-wake hit me and I inhaled some water. That's when the amygdala took over and all my training flew out the window. Suddenly I couldn't breathe right, the adrenaline surge erased all my thinking. Fortunately, those wetsuits make you float and I was able to turn over and breathe a bit and get my frontal lobes to do their thing: I'm not going to drown, they said, I know how to swim, I know how to breathe, and I can finish this.
The instructor, seeing me panic, offered that I could head back to shore. Well there was NO way I was going to give up now! I told her I'd be OK, side stroked a bit then got back into my rhythm.
I had one more panic/need to side-stroke before the end and still managed to finish in the top quarter of the group!
I met up with my trainer and some of her friends today (July 4) to do another open-water. Today was less panicky (though those first few minutes, when the cold lake water hits your face, are still unnerving) and I managed to do almost a mile (I'll have to do only 1/2 mile for my triathlon).
After our first trip across the lake, one of the other participants said she didn't want to do a second lap, not because it was physically hard, but because it was emotionally hard. I reminded her that was exactly why we needed to do it again. She grimaced, but agreed, and we went out for one more lap.
Tomorrow: my first "brick" where I bike for 12 miles, then immediately change to running shoes and run for 3.2. Now the *real* pain begins!
As I rounded the off-ramp (going 50 as I always do) with its "25 mph" recommendation, I thought "hmm, there was a thunderstorm that just passed through, I wonder if I'm going too fast."
The car sliding left while I willed it to go right was my answer.
In that split second several thoughts crossed my mind:
1-I'm going to damage my beautiful new car
2-How stupid will I look if I can't get back on the off-ramp?
3-Someone, somewhere, will say "I told you so"
But then, the German engineering kicked in. First, my brake pedal pushed back at me to keep me from pushing so hard. Second, power distributed to the front tires and reduced to the back. Third, I regained control and continued on my way, safe and sound.
In fact, the sliding was kind of fun...
I know I talk about my car and my bike as "toys" but let's be clear about a few things:
1-I saved up money for several years, denying myself many things, to be able to afford them
2-I researched the car for years and waited until just the right design features were in place (like all-wheel drive)
3-I bought a reasonably priced bike that is aimed at entry-level triathletes, not the fancy, expensive titanium ones they sell that I drooled over
4-the car has made me very, very happy. Almost disturbingly so...
5-the bike has helped me be healthier and happier than I've ever been
So while I do enjoy stares of envy, it is important to understand that these are not toys. They are well thought out, adult items that add value to my life.
Plus they are so very, very much fun...